Eu sentei e vi o mar.
Senti amargo os desprazeres da vida
Senti morangos adocicar a saliva
De encontro ao sal e ao céu
Quando eu pensava e queria
Se talvez algumas dores pudessem afundar
Azul infinito, se lá eu tivesse de afogar
Algo de mim que continua à deriva
Eu teria salgado as lágrimas no sal do mar
Seguir firme sempre
Como o horizonte que nunca despenca
Como o sol que sempre desponta no ar
Como saudade que pende
Como se eu não dependesse
Como se fosse e nunca será
Como antigamente
Quando eu sentei e vi o mar...



Kate Polladsky

Um livro que escreva minha dor,
que leia meu amor
Um livro?
Com páginas em branco
Com tudo o que tenho sido
Título, dedicatória, referência
Livro.
Com fotos em preto e branco
Com um colorido um tanto...
Colorido.
Um livro que se entenda,
E para aqueles que entendam de livros
Folheia Folheia, algo a mais a acrescentrar?
Um que descanse sobre a mesa
Com o que não se espera o que aconteça
Um livro sem final...


Kate Polladsky

I better stay quiet and forget...
What its gone is gone, nothing left, no regrets...
But I wish, strongly, that you were here.
To paint it all colourful and perfect
Like its just so simple, like its for fun
Again...
I feel like I give my spirit away
And the heart I let it go to waste
Mornings like that are just there
I surely am way too far to hold it back
You´re really too lost to remember that
Therefore I better stay quiet and forget...


KP

I´m eating the last piece of yesterday´s cake
It does feeds me even though, it has no taste
And despite the harm it makes
I´m eating the rest of yesterday´s cake
For some reason
You are no end I´m over
At some point I think we´re laying closer
And I breath the same air as you
Though you are not so far the life I look for
Not so far the love I´m in love for
But a love that is hidden behind myself maybe
A joy that has become anguish lately
I better say what you better accept
Must I accept that myself
You are just a good memory
Because you are no future
And its not of my nature
To make it longer
But In a way
Not that it really makes me stronger
Some things do need to have a break
I still can´t help but
Keep a piece of yesterday´s cake



Kate Polladsky

I´m letting the night awake

Sove… Ville du å sove med meg?

A real dream that is not dream if it is real

Som du sier drøm søt og det bli livet

I was just dying to be better

Jeg var alltid bedre vet jeg

You were supposed to be here

Du er på andre steder

And it ends with no ending

Du bare må gå videre

Og jeg må gå i knas

Says you happy love

Si god natt til meg

Kate Polladsky

Mas por quê? E de quem é a culpa?

Há certos momentos em que não há conforto e nem culpados.

Não há razão, nenhuma sequer.

Há somente a dor infinita e incredulidade. O pesadelo que deus queira seja apenas pesadelo.

Não sei se acredito em coisas do tipo “foi deus que quis assim”. Eu não sei o que deus quer, talvez ele queira o que todos queremos, paz. Seja lá o que paz signifique hoje em dia. Mas se está com deus, está em paz. Acho que é somente em que acredito.

Talvez seja em algum ponto da vida que somente a morte nos una. A dor une. A saudade une. Numa realidade que nos separa.

Eu também não sei se algo muda. Tantas tragédias e perdas, no que mudamos? Amamos mais? Cuidamos mais?

Este blog está de luto pelas vítimas do acidente aéreo da TAM. Passageiros, famílias, amigos e desconhecidos.

Aos que foram, aos que ficaram e aos que renasceram.

Todo o lamento e respeito.

Repensar a vida... E não a morte da existência.

Kate Polladsky

Verdade seja dita, eu ainda.

Com tudo o que aconteceu,

Apesar de, e mesmo assim...

Eu ainda.

Porque por muitas razões eu...

E por outras sinceramente...

Eu só queria, e sonho com isso todo dia

Não sei se tenho esperança de.

Mas espero que

Embora esteja tudo perdido e acabado

É um inferno sem

Mas se eu pudesse

Novamente

Por mais que...

Não sei, mas acho que sim

Simplesmente porque

Eu

Ainda.

Kate Polladsky

Árvore Genealógica

Tenho muitos ao meu redor
Sequer metade está realmente lá
Perto e presente.
Na chuva do cotidiano
No amparo aos que resfriam
Estão lá aqueles sempre presentes e parasitários
Aos fortes e contentes
Aos de saúde e de riqueza
Aos que de fato, fazem.
Às pontes em meio aos problemas
No dia em que os bons se forem, irão os únicos
E a solidão será o piso quase materno do resto
que sobrevive
Tenho medo de ir, mas tenho medo de ir primeiro
Do que os que para mim são os primeiros na minha vida
A vida ensina em atraso à perda
E a perda quando deveras perda, lhe tira a ti também.
No fim do arco-íris há os que nos esperam
Ao longo do arco-íris há poucos que nos acompanham
Eu sinto pena dos que são embalagem e nada envolvem
Dos que protagonizam, dos que são quantitativos apenas.
Dos que estãos sempre doentes para não ajudar
Mas que se curam de imediato para serem ajudados
Traço uma linha que dela não passam muitos dos que
ocupam espaço nas fotografias
Na minha vivência eu vivo e morro por uns
Não por outros, que são os muitos ao meu redor
Os contáveis parasitas com os quais não se conta.
Vai se reduzindo a quase nenhum de nós a felicidade
Somos poucos e confiáveis
Somos únicos e somos o todo
A despeitos dos que apenas fazem parte.


K. Polladsky

I miss home.
When I’m outside, watching the rain I miss home.
I came here running from myself
And I found myself alone here
That happens to anyone.
Regret.
The deaf who goes for a blind dream and gets broken.
That happened to me.
I didn´t know that I could stand all
When I thought I couldn´t
So I left. And now, I really can´t stand a thing by myself
Not even the sick routine of me.
Not even my memories, that turn into misery the brave feeling
I carried all along the way til darkness.
I just miss home.
And the sensation of being held
The illusion of falling. Illusions never happen.
But today´s nightmare happens
I didn´t know home…
Until I miss it.


Kate Polladsky

According to scientific studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity... What do you think? -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.! -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments and particularly when it comes to lovemaking. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite and abstain from sex if need be. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment. -C- You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You must be able to talk to your sex partner before, during, and after. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sexual and sens! ual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When th is cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual activity. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without. -D- Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in pursuit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly sexual, passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement, sometimes possessive and jealous. Sex to you is a pleasure to be enjoyed. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open. -E- Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a wh! ile it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important than the sexual act for you, but once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep with a good book. (Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book.) -F- You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very generous lover. -G- You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous! and know how to reach the peak of erotic stimulation, because you work at it meticulously.. You can be extremely active sexually that is, when you find the time. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to a lover, but no trouble getting close sexually. -H- You seek a mate who can enhance your reputation and earning ability. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be frugal in your spending and dating habits and equally cautious in your sexual involvement. You are a sensual and patient lover. -I- You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... Even worshipped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are f! ussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of sexual expression. You bore easily and thus require sexual adventure and change. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful. -J- You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. -K- You are totally sexually marvelous! -L- You are very romantic, idealistic, and somehow you believe that to love means! to suffer. You wind up serving your mate or attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as your lover's savior. You are sincere, passionate, lustful, and dreamy. You can't help falling in love. You fantasize and get turned on by movies and magazines. You do not tell others of this secret life, nor of your sexual fantasies. -M- You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total sexual freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is inexhaustible. You also enjoy mothering your mate. -N- You are crap in bed. -O- You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your sexual energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have! extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate, sexual lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Sex is serious business; thus you demand intensity diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check. -P- You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearances count, therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy; a good fight stimulates those sex vibes You are free of sexual hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification. -Q- You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous ! physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you, sexually or otherwise. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and lots of conversation to turn you on and keep you going. -R- You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is very important to you. You have to be proud of your partner. You are privately very sexy, but you do not bed, you are willing to serve as teacher. Sex is important; you can be a very demanding playmate. -S- You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-grit! ty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. -T- You are very sensitive, private, and sexually passive; you like a partner who takes the lead. Music, soft lights and romantic thoughts turn you on. You fantasize, but do not tend to fall in and out of love easily. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic, mushy, and extremely intense. You enjoy having your senses and your feelings stimulated, titillated, and teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, oftentimes all in your own head -U- You are enthusiastic and idealistic when in love. When not in love, you are in love with love, always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need adventu! re, excitement, and freedom. You deal in potential relationships. You enjoy giving gifts and enjoy seeing your mate looking good. Your sex drive is strong and you desire instant gratification. You are willing to put your partner's pleasures above your own. -V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Swing someone means psyching him out. You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on, even though you yourself may not be a participant. -W- You are very proud, determined, and you refuse to take no for an answer when pursuing love. Your ego is at stake. You are romantic, idealistic, and often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner as he or she really is. You feel deeply ! and throw all of yourself into your relationships. Nothing is too good for your lover. You enjoy playing love games. -X- You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You talk while you make love. You can have the greatest love affairs, all by yourself, in your own head. -Y- You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forgo the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your performance. You are! an open, stimulating, romantic bedmate. -Z- For you, it is business before pleasure. If you are in any way bothered by career, business, or money concerns, you find it very hard to relax and get into the mood. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and are capable of much sensuality. But you never lose control of your emotions. You are very careful and cautious before you give your heart away and your body, for that matter. Once you make the commitment, though, you stick like glue.

And...
I treated you as a priority
While you treated me as an option
I stopped believing
More than that
I stopped trusting
And less I stopped waiting
And wondering
About the things
I could do to surprise you
And a better way to meet you
I just had never noticed
I might be special
But not important
Not enough or a little
So much that it came
to an end
In time to pretend
That´ll be a choice to the next.


You are a good memory, because you are no future.


Kate Polladsky

Pra quê saudade?
Para lembrar: O calendário.
Para doer?
Pára.
Para vontade
Pra falar a verdade...
Valeu, saudade.
De inteiro à metade
De nós, de deus
De quem fizera parte
Partiu, partiu-se.
Por que você?
Saudade...


Kate Polladsky

So cold when it´s inside´s calmness
And the lady on a boat, the lady in the garden
wears her prom dress
Asks about trying, hopes of dignity
Doubts of happiness

So simple as the never, and sometime´s troubles
Some birds fly free
Some never left the seat
Some pearls remain useless, brightless
Some pearls remain in the sea.

So imaginative as the growing child
and the adult´s lies
One wants to learn forever
Ones forgets one died

And then she runs along the grass and the road
Where the mothers pray
And the guns get loaded

Did he ever knew as a father he is
that he must stay around
And stay together for the sound
of a waking baby

When the morning rises from the night
And then again its called life
What we all carry, without caring.


Kate Polladsky

Barna mine! ;D

Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things
I deserve
For being such
A good girl honey...

I love this song... Oh, and the photo.

What does love mean?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."

Rebecca- age 8


"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."

Billy - age 4


"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

Karl - age 5


"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."

Chrissy - age 6


"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

Terri - age 4


"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

Danny - age 7


"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"

Emily - age 8


"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

Bobby - age 7


"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"

Nikka - age 6



"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, and then he wears it everyday."

Noelle - age 7


"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."

Tommy - age 6


"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.

He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."

Cindy - age 8


"My mommy loves me more than anybody

You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

Clare - age 6


"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."

Elaine-age 5


"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."

Chris - age 7


"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."

Mary Ann - age 4


" I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."

Lauren - age 4


"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."

Karen - age 7


"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."

Mark - age 6


"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

Jessica - age 8


And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.

The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

"Nothing, I just helped him cry"

I´m not perfect, but maybe a little piece of heaven
What am I good at? What am I good at?
Something.
Tells me to stay awake, and wait...Wait.
For Pete´s sake why don´t you love me?
Pete could do better than you
But I, I don´t think I would.

At this moment there´s just me
And the mess I made with my thoughts
There´s a screen and that´s the light
Darkness´ covering the hall
I can´t dream, I now dream
I only dream, guess that´s all.

You´re the only transparency I see...
Though I´m not sure if it´s you
Behind the wall...

-I´m pathetic, I was part of you one day-

And it´s okay, I got.
But I never understood
When it´s late I do
In time I fail
When it´s too late, it´s too complicated
In time, I complicate.

Did you ever noticed, 3:00 a.m or so...And I´m here.
Missing you, my excuse for me
Can´t sleep, my excuse for you.
Nowadays, I remember
And feel fool
Later I´ll remember
And I´ll feel fool.
´Cause I was always here
For you..



Kate Polladsky

E ainda que me tirem a felicidade
E me privem da verdade
Me afoguem os sonhos
E a vontade
Tem sorrisos que me levantam
E palavras que me afrontam
E dão coragem
Há aqueles que me encantam
Forças que me ensinam
E amigos que valem a saudade.



Kate Polladsky

AUTOPSICOGRAFIA

O poeta é um fingidor.
Finge tão completamente
Que chega a fingir que é dor
A dor que deveras sente.

E os que lêem o que escreve,
Na dor lida sentem bem,
Não as duas que ele teve,
Mas só a que eles não têm.

E assim nas calhas de roda
Gira, a entreter a razão,
Esse comboio de corda
Que se chama coração.

Fernando Pessoa

kate polladsky

I´VE GOT NO BALANCE
THE BARE PATH LEADS MY SOUL
A GIRL BENDS
UP AND DOWN
BUT IN THE MIDDLE SHE HOLDS
WITH THE STRENGH OF THE END
GROWING UP INTO A NEW WORLD

THE OUTSIDE VIEW THAT LAUGHS
AT YOUR INSIDE EYES
AND DOES IT FEELS LIKE
THE STRANGER LIFE

SAVES A HEART, THREATS A MIND
TAKES FOR GRANTED TO SLEEP AT NIGHT

I´M THE CONSEQUENCE OF ME
I´M NOT THERE WHEN I NEED IT
I DIDN’T NEED TO BE THERE
CANT DEAL WITH MYSELF NOW AND THEN
AND THEN I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT
I DON’T REALLY KNOW WHAT ITS FAIR
BUT I DO MEASURE ALL WHEN ITS FAR
NOT SUCH A KALEIDOSCOPIC FATE
JUST SETTLED DOWN LIKE THE DUST OVER IT
I GUESS MY DAY IS…
ALSO A MOVABLE DUMP
OFTEN A CONSTANT CHANGE
THE MELODY OF ONE MAN´S TRUMP
THE REST OF YESTERDAY´S CAKE

I´VE GOT NO BALANCE
THE BARE PATH LEADS MY SOUL
THE SMOOTH SKIN AND THE SCRATCHY BONES
THE SHELL AND THE PEARL
INDIFFERENT AT THE WHIRL
I´M ENOUGH , LIKE SUFFICIENT AND TIRED.
A STRAIGHT WALK ON MOSTLY
UNFOCUSED, BACKWARDS
A ONE MINUTE DELIGHTED.




KATE POLLADSKY

KATE POLLADSKY

THE LAST CONFLICT MADE ME CHANGE

I couldn´t put one certain conflict that made me change. There must have been many ones that provocated changes along the years and hopefully made me a better person, or simply brought me some reflections that I try considering so far.

Perhaps I could point moments of conflicts, would it possibly reach the objective of this query? I shall give a try. But in a peculiar way. If it totally fails, please do not hit me with some drums´s sticks...

“There was a time, when I was so broken hearted, love wasn´t much of a friend of mine...” Sings Steven Tyler. Lives I. A conflic of two years ended the year after, when I decided to have some more of self-respect and waved that year of hell goodbye.

And then it goes like Alanis´ track “ You live- you learn, you love- you learn, you cry-you learn, you lose-you learn...” I´ve followed the “you learn” steps until the “Wait until the dust settles”... Finally “You wait and see the smoke clears”.

Smoke cleared. That conflict in my life was solved. After that it was peaceful times until love knocked on my door and got in with official note “I´m back”. It brought me happiness, but later on turned into a new conflict that is still being processed. To sum up, love has always been the last conflict that made me change, but it’s also the current one. It has always been a strong conflict. I think it made me more self-confident & more self -defensive at the same time. I applied the idea of “Turn chaos into Art” which became my life philosophy; as well as “What doesn´t kill you, makes you stronger” and finally “ Better be pessimistic and be surprised than be optimistic than be disappointed”. The last one is not healthy at all, so I make use of it in a moderate way. I try not to expect, then I simply hope.

I´m very conflictuous myself. Sometimes real battles happen on the inside. Some of them I stuck in and get rid of, hurted but alive. Other, remains and its dissolved in the everyday life. Both carries consequences. All of it made me change somehow at some point I couldnt precisely define. But the main change could be I end up thinking more about my conflicts. Writting this text is a conflict itself. Now I end up thinking, have I ever been a conflic to someone?

KATE POLLADSKY

No assoalho eu me estendo, eu me engano.
Ao imenso vazio de carma eu me rendo, eu sangro.
Devolveram-me à vida de antes, não sei se estou me acostumando.
A luz que me acorda e que por hora inside
Sim, divide a noite entre ontens e ante o agora
Adormece pra ver se acalma, e se há alma...
Não demora...



Kate Polladsky

Valei-me, Deus!
É o fim do nosso amor
Perdoa, por favor
Eu sei que o erro aconteceu
Mas não sei o que fez
Tudo mudar de vez
Onde foi que eu errei?
Eu só sei que amei,Que amei, que amei, que amei
Será talvez
Que minha ilusão
Foi dar meu coração
Com toda força
Pra essa moça
Me fazer feliz
E o destino não quis
Me ver como raiz
De uma flor de lis
E foi assim que eu vi
Nosso amor na poeira,
Poeira
Morto na beleza fria de Maria
E o meu jardim da vida
Ressecou, morreu
Do pé que brotou Maria
Nem margarida nasceu.
E o meu jardim da vida
Ressecou, morreu
Do pé que brotou Maria
Nem margarida nasceu.



Happy Valentine´s day for me... . .. . .... :´(

Não compreendo senão como uma espécie de falta de asseio está inerte permanência em que jazo a minha mesma e igual vida, ficada como pó ou porcaria na superfície de nunca mudar.




-Pessoa

A velha nova Ponta Negra...

Foto que eu tirei do celular, ficou muito boa na verdade.

Ponta Negra está linda, um sossego. Até que pra isso ser a baixa estação e o escândalo dos noruegueses... rs rs

Kate Polladsky

Come and stay
We´ll burn your going together
The love remains
Even its not meant to be forever
If Im gone before you
Im taking the memories gladly
Ill trip on my fate
And send you lovin messages
Im down since ever
Fallen completely for you
Might not be strong from you
But no power could break my love in two
Except yourself
Of all the times I met hell
You only lost me to yourself
And the least I can do is be like this
Empty shell, til waves bring me better things
Or Take me away till better ways
I hope there´s someone else
I hope this is not the only chance I see
I expected to be the one you seek
Someone breaks apart and this is me
Someone wastes a heart, you, aren’t there for me
So no excuses to cover sorrows
No belongings I could borrow
I belong to the past
I groundless comfort where I rest
The first thing I remember is so far the last
So it never goes away
By you I was betrayed, by me Im betrayed
At some weak-hearted point we match…
So come, if you please stay…
Your going and I are burning together
The love remains..

Kate Polladsky